Yeh meri life hai :)

I write ….
whatever i hav in my mind n heart.

I am thinking ….
How ironic it is to fight physically, verbally and in all other fashions with bro and sis and then missing them intensely when they are going to leave home for education, job etc or when you listen them on phone in the same tone, with same faked fights made deliberately to make you feel that they haven’t changed yet no matter how many b’days they have celebrated. And amazingly you too pose yourself as if you are ok with it rather happier than before.

I said….
well i think whatever be the situation, whatever be the confusions we are engulfed in , I believe life should be taken very lightly otherwise life will absorb us in the process and we wont we that self dat we are born with...every thing should be taken smoothly..n simple funda is that ..if we think that any crisis any conflict wont remain in our mind and green after 1 month or so its not worth wasting time on it...most of the problems are just the passing phase its just the remembrance of them that take make them seem as if they dominate a big part of our time and life ! ( to one of my friend when he seemed in stress)

I want...
People to be more humble and soft to helpers,maids,beggers,labours and other classes who they suppose to be inferior to them .I just have been to one of my friend’s pg and saw one of her pgmate scolding her maid bitterly on some petty matter. Her maid tolerated her may be because she was the source of her income but the girl did not only exhibit her bad mannerism but also displayed a poor show of what could be her upbringing and values like.

I wish...
to build a company of which founders are me and my friends ,where there is no threat of bossy boss ,no incidents of pulling somebody down . Just leg pulling,hand pulling,hair pulling,ear pulling, or kitna pull karna hai bhai padhe ja rahe ho,bailgadi pull karo jake !

I miss...
The days when I and my family used to have enough time to persue off the routine stuffs.I miss those driving,swimming in kolkatta n vizag beach,shorthand classes from dad when we all used to have great fun while learning.Those picnics,outings in monsoon weather.Now things are not same as everybody is running short of time.I miss My school,My sports team, coching friends. Most of them are not here now.Some doing job and some study and some both.Hangout after school-time,long talks-discussions-gossips after coching class outside CL among we friends were the most memorable and fun times.

I hear...
The giggles and laugh we make everyday in and out of classroom on some stupid jokes and acts.Compliments I get from friends,uncles and aunts.I hear papa, saying one time to some uncle who came to meet him “azze ye mera beta mera hero hai jst beware of him kissiko nahi chodtha“.

I wonder...
how on earth I had remained single for almost 27 years and never involved in something called relationship.Well more rightly I wonder why could no one impress me to the degree to make me drawn towards her.

I regret...
My not persuing sports after schools ,officially.

I am...
very self-esteemed and trustworthy person.

I dance...
with friends on any music...

I sing...
in bahroom,in lab ,in class, while riding ,while reading,while testing,while cooking...

I cry...
NEVER, only when I am alone even not before my family members or friends. No one ever saw me crying.

I am not...
too much ambitious who will overlook family,peace and little beautiful moments to achieve the larger-than-life aims.Then I am not the one who will do anything or everything beyond my values and principles to gain what i want.I am not a hypocrite.

I write...
because I want to see myself some years down the line how I used to be like,how nice time I had . I write because I think everytime you don’t have somebody to vent out what you feel to , whatever it is. See obviously I cant bore anybody by talking.

I confuse...
myself, am I being taken in right spirit or I was fooled.

I need...
to concentrate and find more time for my research and catch up with the latest trend I am lagging behind at.

I should...
learn to express and undustand my true feelings.At times I think I am quite reserved in appreciating things.

I finish...
off more nonsense and leg pulling than I should.

I tag...
ALL my frnds.