Tatz the way I am...:)

From being a person of silent,calm,not getting involved in activities to a person full of vigor,curious and a person who is able to manage and conduct events that too all alone,it needed something to push myself to this extent.

Something or someone needs to be behind ME which made me go my way.

I got a beautiful n caring family and very wonderful friends who are just for me and behind me at all times.

I am not going to mention the names of my friends as my friends would know if they are there in my circle.

This I am saying it for sure ,because I meet a lot of people ,good,better,best,worse,worst fellows.

To my surprise,the persons whom I considered very good people and easy to get along turned out to be the worst of all people I have met in my life.

I am not going to pinpoint someone but I just want to let them know that i hav uttered these words to them "YOU ARE FIRED AND NEVER EVER THINK i WILL BE FOR U" hard to say but turn out to b the oth way even if i fire i ll b for U...

I love being kind not just in heart but even in the words I speak too.I could proudly and declare myself as the one who has not uttered a single or even a simple word that would have hurted anyone even little.

I dont speak words that will make someone feel why should I have a person like me in his life.

But events happening around me for the past 1.5 months make me to reconsider my stance on this.
But "THAT DOESN'T MATTER" .

I love to be the way I am now and I cant change my character for someone who does not even deserve my feet.(Sorry for this word usage but the reality is that)

I would like to offer help /assistance in whatever way I can if I can.I dont take it anyhting all for myself.I care if all get something,only then I will think of my share.

But people around?They can offer a hand when you need it badly and glare at you as if you have asked their hands for ever(cut and take it with me?) (Offering the hand I mean just a simple offering of their hands to make me get up)

So simple thing?But ???

You dont deserve me and my help guys.

But still I love to be the way I am.

Sometimes I get a doubt on myself,if I am being too kind,too soft,too giving up for other?

But still I love to be the way I am.

It wont take much time for me to start behaving as how others behave. Getting hyper-tensed like someone is not a difficut job for me.
I can be the toughest guy to handle.

Thinking that I am warning you all?? THAT DOES NOT MATTER.

I can turn my face like a "Monkey which has eaten ginger" like others.
But my parents and my friends dont like me to be like that.

Why they? Even I dont like being like that.Who will look at me if I am like that :)

Dont people know the value of a simple smile??

I think that is the most powerful thing in this world that can build empires and even bring them down.

Why dont these people understand??

I smile a lot and I love the way I smile. Is it my fault to expect others to smile a bit ?

Are they gaining something by keeping their mouth shut and looking like a Mangoose??

I pity them and thats what i can do.

I love to treat my friends in my best capable way and I dont expect the same from them. Once I consider someone my friend,they will be my friend till i live.

I dont like to show off. If I think anyone need my help,I know how to help them.I dont like to declare that I am helping them and such stuff.

This is the way I am and I wil continue to be like this only.I love the way I do work and I love the way I behave in front of girls.

Even if I have something to say that they are going wrong somewhere I know how to let them know that and I dont say it in a way that they feel bad about what they did.

This is the way I am and I love to be like this only.

If I have to show off and only then it means I am helping, then u people can "Close your rotten mouth and find your way out"

I dont entertain timepass friendship and friendship created/played just for the sake of getting something done by me.
I dont use friendship to get my job done be it personal or professional.

And I love the way I treat friendship.


But still I think,let them do whatever they want to,as they too are just a normal human being but not so cultured like me.

I have friends who will tell me if I going wrong somewhere and others need not dare to worry about the same.

Whenever someone says that we need to imnprove on something,and if they propose a better way to do it,I would like to lend my ear to their idea and not just simply shunt them down.

Thats the way I am and if they do something wrong which can be corrected,I say to them straight and face to face,no matter who they are.

If I like something,I would say I like it.

If I love someone,I would say I love them.

My friends know how much I love I said to them when they impressed me with their attitude.

I started liking/loving few people for their charactert of just able to maintain their own character,no matter what others speak about them.

I like that.

You dont need to worry what others think about you,waht others speak about you.

What matters is the fact that you like the way you are(ofcourse not causing harm to someone on your way:))

If you like romantic songs,keep liking it.Dont change because someone likes rock music and want you too like rock music.(This is just an example but in reality why people think about what other so called society think if they do intercaste or inter religious love marriage.If they think they can live their life,then where the hell these society come from.?)

Thats the way I am and I love that way.

I dont keep anything within myself and fume inside thinking about it.

Why should I ??

If I fume inside it is me who is gonna affected.Why should I make myself suffer for those craps.(Using lot of craps??,Cant help it as craps are everywhere)

I am doing this mistake as often.I expect everyone to be like me.

Laughing at what I am writing boasting of myself?

That does not matter.
My FRIENDS know how I am and who I am and I damn care about some craps.

Even I dont like boasting of myself but the reality is I am much better than someone who always finds fault on me,spy on me and act as if he is a Home Secretary.

I love the way I am not because others love this attitude of mine but because I myself love me and my attitude.

I love the way I dress
I love the way I speak
I love the way I walk
I love the way I work
I love the way I love
I love the way I treat others
I love the way I live
I love the way I laugh
I love the way I think
I love the way my FRIENDS are.

I am really not 100% good guy finding fault on others behaviours but I expect them to be atleast have some 10,10% of human values.

I am not a philosopher or a sadhu who is calm and preaching others.

Thats none of my business and I have a lot more high priority work to do than this crap.

I really love the topic "I love the way I am " and chose it to write something very close to my heart but this turned out to be a blog mainly boasting about myself and I feel bad about it???

No,I dont.Though this contents in this blog are strong,thank god I finally vented out my feelings in public.

My FRIENDS will understand me and thats what I needed and nothing more.

And I dont care what other craps think of after reading this blog.

Thanks for understanding my FRIENDS.

And thats the bottomline coz i think so and my friends too think alike.

And a small advice to all my friends and well wishers

I would like you to all to be the way you are and love the way you are.You need not change for anyone for anything.


3 Cheers
Always Wanna be the same as before ,

(Sorry again for excessive usage of the word "Crap") :)