Confession of a broken heart

I am just wondering if u miss me the way i miss you now...
Wondering if you think of me the way i think of you...
i hurt you...and i guess i am just facing this day for my errors
Never knew till this day how much i loved you...
My Childishness has cost me today to loose you...
and i can never forgive myself for this day and for what i did to you...
there are days and times when i sit in a corner and tears roll down my cheeks...
i wish they seize...
but its not in my control...
i cant stop these tears...
every single drop of tear waits for your hand to wipe them...and they dry up in dissapointment...

untruth...lies and many actions that have no reason...commited...
but deep down...there was really the heart that loved you and misses you truly...Wish you would come back..